I miss you why dont you call me please just call me i feel like i cant live anymore

I just need someone anyone to extend a hand out to me. I hate how far away you are and that i cant just see you whenever i want i hate all the friendships ive made. I feel like im doing something wrong!! why do i always have to call them always invite them! call me! invite me!!

please i need someone!! anyone!!! im so alone!!! why cant anyone see how much im hurting! how lonely i am! i have no one no one!!!

I hate this i hate this
I hate the way i am
What ive become
I hate that i need you
That i want you
That i feel like i cant live
With out you
I hate everything
I hate how much i care
How much i love you
How mested up you make me
Feel
Every second i pine for you
I hate it
I hate needing you
I hate getting excited
When you call
When you im me
No matter how infrequent it is
No matter how rare
it is
I just need you
All i ever wanted was
One call
One text
here and there
to show me you still want me
Want to be with me
I hate that i need that
But i do
I really do
I feel so allone
so unloved when i go
so long without hearing from you
Its like you forgot me
And I hate you for it
I hate you so much
Because i cant
Stop
Loving you