Fuck

fuck this shit. Im in such a bitch ass mood, depressed and completly lost.

I dont know what the fuck i wana do i mean i want to go to law i want to do good but fuck i hate it. And I know deep down i dont want this life i dont want any life. I want to be alone somewhere warm far far from everyone. But humans cant live like that, we are social creatures we seek out what we cant find in ourselves we seach for a way to forget and for reasurince of our existance.

To be alive is to be known, to be known is to be alive.

whats the whole point of this why do we worry and wast our lives on things that dont matter. That will not do anything for us. I sometimes feel like nothing is important, what makes something important. What distinguses someone from another, why should one person be loved more, why do they mean so much. What makes a moment a moment. When is a concert or play big, when is it that you have to give your all. In the end its all the same. everything molds into one, we can be big all the time or small all the time. what makes one second more important then the last when in the end the first second was the same as the second just more people around. is it that. is it that we care and crave people.

I guess i'll never know. whatever