feeling better

u know something writing all this down really has made me feel better... i looked back at all i wrote and i really think im getting lost

i need to admit it i am a little bit suicidal but im not going to do it cause im to scared

i need to admit maybe i do want to kill but im not evil and i dont want to run around killing people. i just want to distroy all the evil people.

i feel bad when i hear innocent people die

i dont feel bad when i hear someone annoying got hurt or died

i like morbid shit
i like death

i like sunshine
i like not doing anything

i dont like the city
i dont like people

I really just want to be free and i want to just have a nice simple life

i really am a good person who does have a dark side that sometimes pops up. i just like the little things in life.

well yeah i dont know but i'll prob never get out of any of my issues and i may continue to use this blog to post disterbing things just so i can feel better.