its been a long time

wow its been a long time not becaue i have been amazing just cause i dont feel like writing.

but now i do, im having so many problems right now and my period isnt helping. i need to book this fucken hotel room so i'll have somewhere to stay and it looks like im going to be paying a LOT! and fuck i need my money! its not like i have a lot!

so i need to think up a way to get money so i think i might sell a few things, i just need to figure out what to sell.

i hate this and im never letting it happen again! from now on when i plan to go somewhere and im getting a hotel room Im doing the booking!!! fuck dealing with other people and shit cause they cant do it and im not going to lose anymore money from this. i put in a clam with paypal maybe i'll get my money back. i dont know but its not even the money its that some bitch fucked me and im not letter her get away with it.

fuck if she didnt live in TX i would be at her door and beatting the ever living shit out of her! i dont care what people would think fuck it i dont deal with that shit!

im a bit down i really hate this one guy for out of no where not talking to me ;.; i really dont know what i did or why hes being like this. whatever he'll come back or not who knows.

i dont know i did really like him but im not going to get all crazy and shit fuck no one is worth that in my eyes. =P plenty of men out there for me!

when school starts hes going to be sorry!!!!!!